Passaporte Brasil

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One of my favorite upscale grocery stores that has weekly live music groups and performances also sponsors a weeklong special, featuring foods from a particular country.  In the past, they’ve had the spotlight on France and Argentina.  This year, they highlighted Brazil. 

I sacrificed a yoga workout in order to rehearse on Monday and Tuesday for the Wednesday performance. I knew that I wasn’t going to play capoeira, but I still needed to learn the latest maculele routine and practice singing the lyrics for “Puxada de Rede.”  One silver lining I had while proctoring the science TAKS Wednesday morning was going over the choreography and lyrics in my head.

So by the time I left school and went straight to the venue, I felt pretty confident. Of course, one oversight was that I forgot to pack my capoeira pants. Small detail…at least I had plenty of time to enjoy my Brazilian-style thinly sliced beef sandwich, a glass of malbec and as few fries as I could stop myself from eating.

I thought we were a little unfortunate that on the coldest day of the week, we were outside dancing in sports bras and a grass skirt. Yet, that was refreshing during our first performance.  The second performance was a little colder, but just as exhilarating.

Afterwards, five pizzas and some huge salads were promptly brought out for us. I’d originally thought that I wouldn’t be around in order to eat any of it, but the guy in charge was on top of things. The food was fantastic and I had to restrain myself from going treasure hunting through the salad to get all the delicious cherry tomatoes.

Even though I’m not a “hardcore” capoeirista, I truly enjoy that I still have a viable contribution to make in helping share Brazilian culture.

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Black & Brown Don’t Mess Around

I got up extra early on Tuesday morning in order to get to school and knock out some work that had magically collected . As I drove along, watching out for the fools in the morning traffic, I listened to the latest details of the attack during the Boston Marathon. The reporter had just read a description about the bomb when I ran over something that made a loud metallic scraping. Since I was in the left lane, I put my hazard lights on and entered the turning lane. I saw the that the driver’s back tire had a flat.

I didn’t inspect any further, but instead I popped the hatchback and started digging out the spare tire along with the tools to change the flat. As I was bent over, I heard a car pull up behind me. Without even turning around, I knew that the cavalry had arrived to help me change the flat. The guy, Carlos, took off the hubcap and reminded me that I needed to get the bolt key in order to remove the tire. He then asked me had I seen what had caused my flat. I told him no.

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I could not believe my eyes. The scrap metal, which was more than likely from a recent car accident, looked just like an ax sticking out of my tire. This after hearing about the bomb and shrapnel from the Boston Marathon attack. As Carlos continued to change the tire, I texted my boss to let her know what had happened. Then it dawned on me…I’d still be on time for work! So much for coming in early.

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After changing my tire, Carlos asked me if I was a personal trainer. I told him that I was a HS Physics teacher, but I did train capoeira. I handed him one of my Tribe of One T-shirts as a thank you gesture for helping me change the tire. He accepted the T-shirt and said that it was his pleasure to help me out. He also added that the black and brown don’t mess around, meaning that we have to do whatever we can in order to get ahead in this world.

As I drove away, I thought about his question about me being a personal trainer. I was wearing capri pants at the time and so I imagined the visual of me bent over getting out the spare. Once again, having a well-toned “Brazilian butt” pays off!

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The Art of Volunteering

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Once again, the wonderful city of Austin has not let me down! I signed up to volunteer for an annual art show as a “floater,” which I prayed would not find me in the blazing Southern sun carrying a bunch of heavy shit. I got so lucky. The volunteer ahead of me was placed in the kids’ corner, which would’ve been the second worse fate and I was immediately recruited to work one of the ticket booths.

I didn’t realize that the  art fest shut down at 6pm, which was when my three-hour shift was supposed to end. Plus, my street parking would expire at exactly 6:01; so I already knew that I would have to leave my shift a few minutes later or face yet another infamous parking ticket.  Again, my luck held.

I spent the majority of my shift greeting people, taking their money, stamping the back of their hands and talking to an interesting guy who worked for the organization that ran the festival. I worked a little over an hour when he suggested that I should walk around the festival since the ticket lines had died down.

Although I had an hour and a half to peruse everything, the only thing I was truly interested in was getting some jewelry. Once I looked at all the real jewelry, I ended up buying some costume jewelry that was within my budget, but still a little pricey for what it was. Nonetheless, I needed a little “Spring Cleaning” bling to go with my attire for today’s Austin Writers Roulette.

As a matter of fact, I made sure to tell my ticket booth companion and the woman who I bought jewelry from about the upcoming roulette and gave them a flyer. If nothing else, I’m now on another volunteer list in order to rub elbows with artists, attend their events for free and perhaps expand my fan base.

This is definitely the grassroots promotions that I need more of!

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Standardized Testing Hell

From an academic standpoint, this past week was pretty much devoid of academic rigor, thanks to the latest round of standardized testing. The normal school schedule was drastically changed in order to accomodate the freshmen and sophomores taking the writing portion of the STAAR. The students who weren’t testing, participated in either a TAKS camp (the old standardized test) or a STAAR (the new standardized test) camp.  We teachers were also divided up into test proctors, TAKS camp tutors and STAAR camp tutors.

I’m glad they referred to it as “camp” since every morning, I felt as if I were huffing it out to a concentration camp when I carried materials to the portables. For three days in a row, it rained, making things even more dreary in the concentration camps. Although I didn’t have to prepare any of the materials, not being in my own classroom, with my own students was more draining than carrying all those materials every morning and afternoon.

 Now after living through a week of hell, I’m going to face a week of trying to get my classes back on track to finish up a major project, drill the juniors (and some seniors who still haven’t passed the science TAKS) for their upcoming standardized tests and a get a new batch of advisees to tutor Physics. Just to add to the humor, the science department has started a new thing of reviewing “best teaching practices,” as if April is the ideal time to do so rather than, say, August.

At least two things make me hopeful: even my most immature students are stepping up to the plate and the state government may help alleviate testing hell weeks by reducing the number of standardized tests from 15 to 5.

What drives me to go into work early tomorrow morning (Monday) is a crazy belief that somehow, if I get everything organized for my students, then perhaps I can spare them most of the craziness that otherwise jips them from having the first class education that they should be guaranteed by being citizens of one of the most powerful countries in the world.

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A Twist on a Childhood Game

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As much as I looked forward to hanging with my fellow capoeiristas at a birthday barbeque, I did not anticipate the sheer joy of witnessing a group of adults playing a game from my childhood.  Now, when I was a kid, I remember being somewhat entertained by most games.  The more energetic, the better.

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Yet as an adult, I’ve put away most of my childish things or at least evolved to more adult pursuits. Last night reminded me that by adding adult rules to a kid’s game, a new pizzazz could spice up an old favorite.

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There was the usual shenanigans such as the caller making up what the spinner actually says. With a bunch of capoeiristas playing though, the game appeared to be a very slow-moving roda with three people playing instead of two. Replacing the soul-stirring capoeira songs, we joyously heckled the hell outta those tortured souls who chose to contort their bodies in ways that would have been light entertainment for kids, but kind of raunchy for adults. 

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Nonetheless, the three games that were played were the only times I chose to take pictures since I don’t know when will be the next time I get to witness partially inebriated adults put such a marvelous spin on a kids game. Unless of course, my suggestion of having a bigger mat with the participants wearing sumo wrestler suits actually gains traction!

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Marching Band Madness

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One thing I love about Austin is that there’s seemingly a festival or three every week.  This past Saturday, I actually caught one, which caters to marching bands. Although there were many local marching bands, some came as far away as Louisiana. I’d signed up to volunteer for four hours, explaining to people about local farmers markets around town, gardening classes, community gardening opportunities, cooking and nutrition classes and kids programs.

Just behind me was one of the locations where marching bands would entertain the crowds, including me. As well placed as my table was, most people just viewed it as an obstacle to go around to get closer to the performers. At least I had a great view of the fun-dressed crowd. In between chatting with my fellow volunteer and reading culinary trivia, I actually talked with inquiring minds about food sustainability and nutrition.

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Apparently, this was the third year for the marching band festival, but the first time I’d ever heard of it was through my volunteering network. And what a perfectly warm, sunny day to hang out, listen to good music, meet new people and see some friends.

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Originally, I’d looked forward to the volunteer after party, but realized after my shift was over that there was a good two-hour window between when my shift ended and that party began.  I was already starving; so I went to the nearby TexMex restaurant and sat at the bar, avoiding a wait list and getting a 10% discount. With that little task taken care of, I walked over to the parking lot where the last band of the night were playing.  Even after their last song and an encore with some other musicians joining in, the crowd was still hyped and ready for more.

Nonetheless, the musicians took a break and I walked with them into the theatre that was set up for the “after party.” Although I had volunteered and I knew two people there, I felt like a gate crasher. They had been snacking away on some potluck food and the energy was present, but exclusive. Most of those people had been together and partying since Friday; so they mingled and broke off into groups and I felt more like an outsider.  I would have had to make more of an effort to introduce myself than normal. With my luck, the people I would have talked to would not have lived in Austin anyway.

If some musicians would have returned to the parking lot after 30 minutes or so, I would have stayed and enjoyed the jam session, but there was too much down time for my blood.  I always joke about being middle aged, but I never felt so middle aged as when returned home and to read rather than mingling and waiting for the music to start up again!

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Drinking in Church

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“Drinking in church, but not on a Sunday. I’ll truly find salvation come some day.”

I wrote those preceding words to a poem that I’m currently working on. Like all poems that I write, the spirit must truly move me to complete the task.  Usually it’s more like spirited emotions that need to be vented in a healthy manner that drive me to poetry.

On this particular occasion, I was in a repurposed church that is rented out for parties, normally wedding receptions. In this case, the yoga studio where I practice bikram was having its annual party to celebrate all the challengers.  These “crazy” people attended yoga class either 30, 60 or 90 times in that number of days. For me, my challenge has been to attend yoga three times a week. Just practicing that often has yielded wonderful results as far as weight loss, back health, circadian rhythm, allergy relief, strength and flexibility. (One woman who recently learned that I practiced bikram so often, credited bikram for the smoothness of my skin. I had to add that beautiful skin runs in my family.)

One thing that was revealed at the celebration was that a 90-minute bikram class burned as many calories as running 3.75 miles! Which is a great relief since I surely couldn’t stand running for that distance. Running may be a good conditioning exercise, but it’s hell on the joints–my joints are already challenged enough.

While listening to one of the three bands that played that night, I got the sudden urge to add the opening lines to the poem that I’d been working on.  Apparently, this poem will be written a little at a time, from one event to the next. I’ve never written a poem in this manner before, but the overall theme of it will be getting rid of the crap in my life to make room for all the wonderful things life has to offer.

I shouldn’t have any trouble ranting about stuff.  I just don’t want to come across as whiny. At the same time, the poem has a good rhythm that I plan to maintain even if I’m adding a few couplets at a time. As long as it’s finished by the time my next spoken word and poetry event rolls around, I will have accomplished my mission.

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The Beauty of a Ruler

I previously envisioned that I would have my 9-part painting all sketched out and ready to paint by spring break.  Ha! I’ve got only one-third of it sketched out, but technically, I have to redo the last part since it needs to be more centered. Nonetheless, I enjoy getting more sketching practice since that’ll make the actual painting process easier.

One lesson that this ambitious artistic endeavor has taught me is that I must measure out things beyond the dimensions of the painting area. The wall I keep bumping my head against is proportion.  Apparently, I’ve spent a lot of time painting subjects that are all in the same plane; so my perspective drawing/painting skills are truly lacking.  I’ve been taking pictures and looking up images on the internet.  I’m not giving up, but this process is far more involved that I originally thought, given my present skills.

Fortunately, armed with my “Great Women Rulers of Science” ruler, I can measure out to the nearest mm on some things or to the nearest inch when dividing up the canvas itself.  Now, along with my pencil, sharpener and gummy eraser, I keep my ruler within an arm’s reach whenever I start sketching.

I still have the goal to start painting this canvas before spring break is completed.  At least now, I’ve got the time, tools and smarts to do it.  This skills will emerge in the process.

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Happily Ever After

Looking back over my life, I realize that my “happily ever after” began the day I was born. How fortunate was I to be born into a family where my parents loved each other and had practiced caring for children already in the form of my two older sisters.

Despite the socialized and hormonal growing pains that I went through, which weren’t as unique as I had originally thought, I’ve lived a happy life, punctuated only by the occasional pitfalls and nonchronic touches of depressing moments. What I have discovered is that the unhappiest times of my life were when I felt a tremendous loss of freedom. Whether the loss came from my parents’ strict rules or some asshole boss limiting my abilities to teach the way that I felt would best serve my students, I felt trapped.

As far as my lovelife is concerned, I now realize that in addition to no one, family nor academics, had ever taught me to sustain a loving relationship. I’ve always wanted to maintain my sense of freedom, but be in a monogamous relationship. For years, I’d been told that I was too picky, but what I’ve learned about myself is that I’ve lacked empathy–even with myself.  Of course, that’s not the full story. I’m still a strange bird for not wanting to marry nor have children and none of that can be explained away by my heterosexual orientation.

Nonetheless, as I research for my latest fiction novel about a college dropout turned stripper who finally becomes a restaurant manager, there are very real society pressures that limit a woman’s autonomy. I’ve done well by being educated and being able to control whether I he children or not, but the remaining aspect in my life that’s been haunting me is finances.

Traditionally, a woman was to marry so her husband could pick up taking care of her where her father left off. Even though that’s an antiquated idea, it’s still a viable and expected option for many women. What’s so insidious about this is that every woman can potentially reduced to trading sex for financial security.

I recently shared with a male friend the fact that I was saving up money so I could live for at least 6 months without a regular paycheck. He applauded my foresight and financial discipline. Immediately following that compliment, he offered living with him if I needed to.  In the next breath, he said that if I lived with him, he’d be late for work every morning since we’d have sex that regularly.  Then it was my turn. I informed him that mornings were my writing time. Who knows if he noticed my look of disgust as I witnessed him first praising my intelligence for saving up money to my downgrade of being his in-house prostitute if I wanted his financial support, which I’d never asked for nor hinted at.

Once again, I’m equating the possession of money together with the correct set of priorities as a vital key of happiness. Guarding my freedom is another key to happiness. As long as I have viable options to stay true to myself, I’ll continue my happily ever after lifestyle.

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Education Is a Right, Not Just for the Rich & White!

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On Saturday, February 23rd, I woke up much earlier than I intended to because of my excitement to march in the Save Texas Schools event. So much of what makes teaching my high school science students a challenge occurs in the  Capitol. Although there a multitude of issues surrounding public education, what I looked forward to was marching to put an end to the newest, punitive high-stakes test, the STAAR and to demand that the $5.4 billion dollars that was cut from education be reinstated–with interest!

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I arrived at the Austin-Statesman entrance on S. Congress about an hour early and there were already a throng of energetic people chanting, networking, and passing out colored circular stickers in order to get an official attendance tally. Austin-American Statesman  I am Education   Mary J. Blige protester

I felt empowered just being present. As I absorbed the moment, both taking pictures and observing the scene without a camera, I realized that I had not prepared any catchy signs.

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Catacorner to where I stood was the Occupy AISD group. Since I had attended a couple of their meetings, I volunteered to hold one end of the banner, which called for an end to high-stakes testing, vouchers and charters. 

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The Kashmere marching band from Houston led the crowd to the Capitol.

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I walked behind the Eastside Memorial marching band, but eventually, we slowed down in order not to be so crowded together so people could read our banner. Although we chanted a variety of things on our way to the Capitol, my favorite was “Education is a right! Not just for the rich and white!” That struck a cord with me on a few levels.

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First of all, rich parents have the resources to provide their children with an excellent education. One where the classroom size is less than 35-40 students and the teachers are forced to narrow down what they are teaching in order to drill the things that are found on the standardized test.

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Secondly, I would appreciate teaching at a school that has majority minority students that wasn’t run like a prison. Again, expectations should be that we’re preparing them to do a variety of things once they graduate from high school–not telling them in the middle of the school year that they can take a less rigorous academic “minimum plan” and receive a substandard diploma that no 4-year university recognizes.

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Once we reached the Capitol, I listened to how a superintendent shook her fist in the face of the Texas Education Agency and refused anyone to administer STAAR.  A former TEA chairman, Robert Scott said that he saw the tests spinning out of control and acknowledged that the drastic cuts had been made to the education budget at a time when schools were expected to reach even higher academic levels.

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One thing the rally confirmed for me was that public schools are being purposely driven into the ground with the hopes of allowing corporate-run charters to come in and privatize schools to make even more money off the students, which brings to mind my second favorite chant: “Banks got bailed out. Schools got sold out!”

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I even felt encouraged when Diane Ravitch predicted that since the high-stakes testing madness had begun in Texas, we’d be the ones to drive a stake in its heart.

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I’m going to start gathering wood.

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